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I had a story. It was a courtroom drama. I was doing a lot of courtroom work. I was a very young lawyer. I was sort of consumed with this story. And one night, I just said, ‘Okay. I’m going to try to capture it, see what I can do with words.’ And that’s what happened. -The story that sparked an inspiration was a young girl’s testimony against a man who had raped her and left her for dead. For three years, Grisham woke up at 5 am, get to his office, and write his first book, .
I would wake up at 5:00, and I’d be at my office by 5:30. That was the only quiet time of the day. Because Renee and I were having babies and life — I was in the legislature in Mississippi. I was, you know, my law office was busy. It was never profitable, but you know, it was still busy. A lot of clients who couldn’t pay. From 5:00 until 8:30, or 9:00, that was the only quiet time of the day. And I’d go to the office and make some strong coffee and sit down and start writing. And there were times I would put it down for a month. And I didn’t really want to go pick it up again. And I would say- I’m tired. I don’t want to do that anymore. I want to sleep. Just why am I doing this? I used to walk in a bookstore and see all those tens of thousands of beautiful books, and I would say, “Who wants to hear from me?” you know, what have I got to say? How can I add to that? And, you know, I just– I finished it. After three years. And lucky enough to get it published. -before a small, unknown publisher agreed to publish the book in 1988 in 5000 copies. As the publisher didn’t have financial resources to promote the novel, Grisham bought 1000 copies of his book and advertised it to friends and booksellers. This humble beginning would have stopped other aspiring writers. Not Grisham. The day after he finished A Time To Kill, he started writing another novel about a young attorney who got a seemingly perfect law firm job. , his second book, became a bestseller and a movie adaptation. Since then, Grisham has dedicated full-time to writing, and he writes . There are so many nuances that strike me in this life story.
First, the immense darkness coming out of that innocent young girl’s report. Knowing that what happened to that girl could happen to anyone, your mother, your wife, your daughter. To rage against the law of justice and to feel so helpless, so small against evil. So Grisham escaped in fantasy, where he could control the punishment, asking himself what if…? As writer Olga Tokarczuk remarks, “When one can’t speak, one should write.”
Second, the kaizen or making marginal gains repeatedly (Grisham mentions that he didn’t write for a month at times). It is so comfortable to procrastinate and postpone to never-coming tomorrow. But writing a page today, another page tomorrow will compound eventually into a book.
Then, the Buddhist nonattachment or the Stoic dichotomy of control. Unfazed by dozens of publishers' rejections, Grisham worked on his second novel. Practicing non-attachment is not giving up on dreams, aspirations, or desires but merely realizing that it would be wise to drop the attachment to our thoughts on the outcome.
Sure, we all may want success in our aspirations, but it is wisdom in accepting that some things are in our control while others are not. We would gain more if we focused our time, attention, and efforts on variables we can control. Could Grisham influence the publishers’ decision to accept to reject to publish his manuscript? No. He could only control his attitude regarding writing, and so, he wrote another book.My name became a brand, and I’d love to say that was the plan from the start. But the only plan was to keep writing books. -
Lastly, an idea that I touched on in another article: we do not stumble upon a passion but we actively develop a passion instead.
The equation of career success is a spiral as we learn to enjoy the process of getting better and better. We start with the belief that what we are doing is worthwhile and achievable. The more we learn, the better we become. The better we become, the more we enjoy the process and the increased recognition of peers. The more we enjoy the process, the more we learn and get confident in our new skills.When did you know you were going to be a writer? I never made the decision; it wasn’t a childhood dream. It started as a secret hobby – then, halfway through A Time to Kill, I remember thinking it would be nice to publish it: I could make a few bucks and take the pressure off. It was the success of The Firm that allowed me to start writing full time. A little hobby turned into a vocation. -According to , Grisham’s writing routine looks like this:
So long as you write what you wish to write, that is all that matters; and whether it matters for ages or only for hours, nobody can say. -Virginia Woolf
Naturally, in Woolf’s quote, replace “write” with any verb(s) of the endeavor(s) you might pursue.
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